{"id":514,"date":"2026-02-02T04:20:12","date_gmt":"2026-02-02T03:20:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/?p=514"},"modified":"2026-05-21T18:52:59","modified_gmt":"2026-05-21T16:52:59","slug":"shooting-avec-sam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/shooting-avec-sam\/","title":{"rendered":"Shooting with Sam"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Retrouvez son insta ici :&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/minuitvingtneuf\/\">@minuitvingtneuf<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group alignwide is-layout-constrained wp-container-core-group-is-layout-3b50aa2c wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\" style=\"padding-bottom:110px\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide is-stacked-on-mobile\" style=\"grid-template-columns:68.5% auto\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/batch_DSC_2633-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-300 size-full\"\/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-style-ona-negative-offset-left has-dark-color has-tertiary-background-color has-text-color has-background has-link-color wp-elements-35a74d6651338e1f1a671e494e9bf6d3 is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\" style=\"padding-top:20%;padding-right:15%;padding-bottom:20%;padding-left:15%\">\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-headings-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-774517eac9747e926be23ca16addf9d0 wp-block-paragraph\" id=\"hey-i-m-ona-and-this-is-my-travel-journal\">Dans le cadre du Mois des fiert\u00e9s, sur une initiative de Sam, l&rsquo;association ANCRES a r\u00e9alis\u00e9 une exposition montrant les torses de personnes trans. L&rsquo;exposition a dur\u00e9 une partie du mois de juin en 2024 \u00e0 Bordeaux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-headings-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-12788e6a0f1275ddac480d9cf5871d57 wp-block-paragraph\" id=\"hey-i-m-ona-and-this-is-my-travel-journal\">Ici la photo qui a \u00e9t\u00e9 expos\u00e9e. Ainsi que mon po\u00e8me que j&rsquo;avais choisi pour accompagner celle-ci :<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div data-wp-context=\"{ &quot;autoclose&quot;: false, &quot;accordionItems&quot;: [] }\" data-wp-interactive=\"core\/accordion\" role=\"group\" class=\"wp-block-accordion is-layout-flow wp-block-accordion-is-layout-flow\">\n<div data-wp-class--is-open=\"state.isOpen\" data-wp-context=\"{ &quot;id&quot;: &quot;accordion-item-1&quot;, &quot;openByDefault&quot;: false }\" data-wp-init=\"callbacks.initAccordionItems\" data-wp-on-window--hashchange=\"callbacks.hashChange\" class=\"wp-block-accordion-item is-layout-flow wp-block-accordion-item-is-layout-flow\">\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-accordion-heading\"><button aria-expanded=\"false\" aria-controls=\"accordion-item-1-panel\" data-wp-bind--aria-expanded=\"state.isOpen\" data-wp-on--click=\"actions.toggle\" data-wp-on--keydown=\"actions.handleKeyDown\" id=\"accordion-item-1\" type=\"button\" class=\"wp-block-accordion-heading__toggle\"><span class=\"wp-block-accordion-heading__toggle-title\"><strong>La Belle est la B\u00eate<\/strong><br>[Beauty is the Beast] (traduction en fran\u00e7ais plus bas)<br>(by Milouchkna aka nephaba\/Milou)<\/span><span class=\"wp-block-accordion-heading__toggle-icon\" aria-hidden=\"true\">+<\/span><\/button><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<div inert aria-labelledby=\"accordion-item-1\" data-wp-bind--inert=\"!state.isOpen\" id=\"accordion-item-1-panel\" role=\"region\" class=\"wp-block-accordion-panel is-layout-flow wp-block-accordion-panel-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00ab\u00a0i planted the seed in my breast<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">and in its yearning to sprout<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">an unbearable pain took root<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">in my pain, i rejected everything, your love, and compassion even,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">i devoured it all, not knowing, not wanting to see the bud<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">growing in my heart and when it had grown enough, blinded<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">by its red, that i thought boredom,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">depression, anger, i cut it out meself,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">and instead of trampling the rose like i expected, ya plucked it out<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">off the mud it had fallen into, and ya replaced it in my lap,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">when i was in this wheelchair for the nth time of the year<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00ab\u00a0don&rsquo;t look at me in the eyes,\u00a0\u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">ya always told me, \u00ab\u00a0it burns,\u00a0\u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">ya once continued&#8230;<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">this time though, i did and i<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">saw the pain being reflected<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">back at me, as in a mirror,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">none the wiser, i thought it only mine<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">it was only when i noticed the rose, just about to crumble,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">on yer back, that i started to understand that ya were pained too\u00a0\u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00ab\u00a0we both came a long way since then, didn&rsquo;t we?<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">one of respect and understanding&#8230;\u00a0\u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00ab\u00a0\u2013 curiosity too!\u00a0\u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: right;\">\u00ab\u00a0hey, do ya remember?<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">the first time we met, we were both having check-ups done,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">me for my monthly routine of my fucked up body<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">ya for yer HRT blood tests and fucked tonus,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">each thought the other the belle, not believing<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">the luck we had to cross paths as we did, well after\u00a0\u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: right;\">\u00ab\u00a0born or turned a monster,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: right;\">it doesn&rsquo;t matter<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: right;\">we&rsquo;ll still have each other&rsquo;s back<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: right;\">and love for one another<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: right;\">after all,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">I&rsquo;m Charybde and ya&rsquo;re Scylla,\u00a0\u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00ab\u00a0beast and belle all at once, we both are\u00a0\u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00ab\u00a0beauty is the beast, right?\u00a0\u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: right;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/strangehorizons.com\/poetry\/la-belle-est-la-bete\/\">(originally published in Strange Horizons for a Crip Poets issue)<\/a><\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>La Belle est la B\u00eate<\/strong><\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: center;\">(par Milouchkna aka nephaba\/Milou,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: center;\">une monstre bip\u00e9daloguine transsexuelle oestrog\u00e9n\u00e9e &amp; testost\u00e9ron\u00e9e)<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00ab j&rsquo;ai plant\u00e9 une graine en mon sein<br>et dans sa soif de germer<br>une douleur intol\u00e9rable a pris racine<br>dans ma douleur, j&rsquo;ai tout rejet\u00e9, ton amour, et ta compassion m\u00eame,<br>j&rsquo;ai tout d\u00e9vor\u00e9, ignorant, refusant de voir la pousse<br>qui grandissait dans mon c\u0153ur et quand elle fut assez grande, aveugl\u00e9-e-x<br>par son rouge, que je pensais ennui,<br>d\u00e9pression, col\u00e8re, je l&rsquo;ai coup\u00e9e moi-m\u00eame,<br>et plut\u00f4t que de pi\u00e9tiner la rose comme je m&rsquo;y attendais, tu l&rsquo;as rep\u00each\u00e9e<br>de la boue dans laquelle elle \u00e9tait tomb\u00e9e, et tu l&rsquo;as replac\u00e9e sur mes genoux,<br><br>quand j&rsquo;\u00e9tais dans ce fauteuil roulant pour la \u00e9ni\u00e8me fois de l&rsquo;ann\u00e9e.<br><br>\u00ab ne me regarde pas dans les yeux, \u00bb<br>me disais-tu toujours, \u00ab \u00e7a br\u00fble \u00bb<br>as-tu poursuivi une fois&#8230;<br><br>mais cette fois, je l&rsquo;ai fait et j&rsquo;ai<br>vu la douleur r\u00e9fl\u00e9chie<br>sur moi, comme dans un miroir,<br>sans comprendre, je pensais que c&rsquo;\u00e9tait seulement la mienne.<br><br>ce n&rsquo;est que lorsque j&rsquo;ai remarqu\u00e9 la rose, sur le point de s&rsquo;effriter,<br>sur ton dos, que j&rsquo;ai commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 comprendre que tu souffrais aussi \u00bb<br><br>\u00ab nous avons toux les deux parcouru un long chemin depuis, n&rsquo;est-ce pas ?<br>dans le respect et la compr\u00e9hension&#8230; \u00bb<br>\u00ab \u2013 et dans la curiosit\u00e9 aussi ! \u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: right;\">\u00ab h\u00e9, tu te souviens ?<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: left;\">la premi\u00e8re fois qu&rsquo;on s&rsquo;est rencontr\u00e9-es, on \u00e9tait toux les deux en train de se faire examiner,<br>moi pour ma routine mensuelle de mon putain de corps foireux<br>toi pour les analyses de sang de ton THS et ton tonus \u00e0 la con,<br>chacueun pensait l&rsquo;autre la belle, sans croire \u00e0<br>la chance qu&rsquo;on avait eu de se croiser de la sorte, bien apr\u00e8s \u00bb<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: right;\">\u00ab n\u00e9-e-x ou transform\u00e9-e-x en monstre,<br>peu importe<br>nous aurons toujours le dos de l&rsquo;autre<br>et l&rsquo;amour l&rsquo;eun envers l&rsquo;autre<br>apr\u00e8s tout,<\/p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">je suis Charybde et tu es Scylla, \u00bb<br>\u00ab b\u00eate et belle tout \u00e0 la fois, nous sommes toux les deux \u00bb<br>\u00ab la belle est la b\u00eate, pas vrai ? \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><p style=\"text-align: right;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/strangehorizons.com\/poetry\/la-belle-est-la-bete\/\">(publi\u00e9 en anglais dans Strange Horizons, pour une \u00e9dition de Crip Poets)<\/a><\/p><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-cover alignfull\" style=\"padding-top:4vw;padding-right:4vw;padding-bottom:4vw;padding-left:4vw;min-height:66vh;aspect-ratio:unset;\"><span aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-cover__background has-black-background-color has-background-dim-100 has-background-dim\"><\/span><div class=\"wp-block-cover__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-cover-is-layout-flow\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-content-justification-center is-nowrap is-layout-flex wp-container-core-group-is-layout-b983ff92 wp-block-group-is-layout-flex\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/batch_DSC_2486-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-295\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" 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L&rsquo;exposition a dur\u00e9 une partie du mois de juin en 2024 \u00e0 Bordeaux. Ici la photo qui a \u00e9t\u00e9 expos\u00e9e. Ainsi que mon po\u00e8me que j&rsquo;avais [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1158,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"dro_magic_text_theme_meta":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-514","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-shooting"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/514","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=514"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/514\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1263,"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/514\/revisions\/1263"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1158"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=514"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=514"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/modeling.playfuldelights.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=514"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}